Chapter 120: I Won’t Change My Mind
“I like you, so every time you try to push me toward other Omegas, I get so angry I could go crazy.”
After Xie Miaohan finished speaking, he lowered his head, actually wanting to continue the kiss.
Gu Huaiye hurriedly dodged, and the kiss landed on his cheek.
Xie Miaohan paused, then laughed out loud.
“It doesn’t matter. I want to kiss every part of Brother anyway.”
To Gu Huaiye’s shock, Xie Miaohan moved his kisses to his earlobe, followed by his collarbone and the back of his neck.
Gu Huaiye’s body trembled slightly, and he pushed Xie Miaohan away with a look of slight anger.
“Enough! What kind of madness has gotten into you? You can like anyone, but it absolutely cannot be me!”
“Why can’t it be you?” Xie Miaohan looked confused, his tone persistent. “Is it the pheromones or the age? But neither of those means anything to me.”
“You’re still too young,” Gu Huaiye gritted his teeth. “And do you know what you are doing? How can you have these kinds of thoughts about me!”
“I like you without hurting anyone, so why can’t I have them?”
Xie Miaohan tried to hold Gu Huaiye’s hand, but he dodged it.
“Brother, forget that person. I can do what he could do…” Xie Miaohan paused, then corrected himself, “No, I will do it better than him.”
He would accompany Gu Huaiye forever and never easily abandon him.
“It’s not those reasons at all. I am also about to…” Gu Huaiye pursed his lips, his expression becoming complicated. “In short, you cannot like me. I’ll pretend today’s events never happened.”
This single sentence directly enraged Xie Miaohan.
“You want to pretend nothing happened so you can leave me with peace of mind and never come back, right?”
“Say whatever you want.”
Gu Huaiye just wanted to escape this place, turning around to open the door.
But he forgot that Xie Miaohan was now an SSS-level Alpha; trapping him was effortlessly easy.
Gu Huaiye felt the suppression of pheromones. His face went pale, and he said angrily, “Xie Miaohan, who taught you to use pheromones to suppress me? Take them back immediately.”
Xie Miaohan looked stunned and muttered, “So this is how you suppress someone.”
He hadn’t intended to suppress Gu Huaiye, and no one had taught him, so he didn’t know how to do it at all.
Just now, in his desperation, he couldn’t help releasing his pheromones, wanting to use them to keep the person he loved.
Seeing Gu Huaiye’s face turn pale, he hurriedly hugged the other’s waist, his tone apologetic. “Brother, I don’t want to hurt you, so stop trying to leave me, okay?”
“Take the pheromones back!”
“Promise me first.”
Gu Huaiye refused to answer, so the two remained in a standoff.
A few minutes later, Gu Huaiye’s body went soft, and he leaned weakly against Xie Miaohan.
Heartache flashed through Xie Miaohan’s eyes, and he subconsciously retracted some of the pressure.
Perhaps because of the suppression just now, he finally smelled Gu Huaiye’s pheromones. They smelled incredibly good, leaving him fascinated.
“Huaiye, stay. Let me take care of you,” Xie Miaohan said softly. “If you can’t forget that person, it’s okay. I can wait for you forever.”
Gu Huaiye still maintained a last shred of reason.
“Xie Miaohan, you’re crazy.”
Xie Miaohan was silent for a moment, then suddenly picked Gu Huaiye up and walked into the bedroom.
Gu Huaiye’s heart jumped, his expression a mix of anger and embarrassment.
“If you want to use me as someone to practice on in bed, then go ahead.”
Xie Miaohan stopped walking and looked at him with hurt eyes.
“How can you think of me like that? I would never hurt you. I just don’t want to keep arguing. You look a bit unwell, so I want you to sleep for a while. We can talk after we’ve both calmed down.”
Gu Huaiye realized he had overthought it and looked away guiltily.
“I won’t change my mind.”
Xie Miaohan didn’t speak. He placed him on the bed and left the room.
Gu Huaiye recovered for a moment before running to open the door.
The door wouldn’t open.
He had been locked in the room by Xie Miaohan.
Gu Huaiye went to the mirror and looked at his withered self opposite him, his face showing confusion and bewilderment.
In his previous two lives, he had wealth and beauty, but what did he have now?
He had nothing; he was poor and ugly.
Just as Jiang Zhuoqing said, anyone who was with him would feel he was a burden.
They should be eager to shake off a trouble like him, so why would anyone want to be with him?
What about the Xie Miaohan of the previous two lives? Did he also just like him, without wanting anything in return?
But why didn’t he say so?
How happy they were in the first life. They got married and even did a temporary marking.
If Xie Miaohan hadn’t hated him and hadn’t destroyed his company, maybe they could have continued on like a normal couple.
No, if the Xie Miaohan of the previous two lives could have been like the current Xie Miaohan, expressing his love without reservation, maybe he wouldn’t have taken him for that surgery, nor would he have constantly tormented him. They wouldn’t have reached a dead end.
But what was the use of thinking about this now?
It was all too late.
This child had no memories of the past two lives. If he were with him, it would be hard not to think of the Xie Miaohan from the past, or even look through his face to recall the past.
That would be too unfair to him.
Moreover, Gu Huaiye knew he didn’t belong to this world.
Leaving was inevitable. Getting this illness… he didn’t blame anyone.
Now that his time was almost up, rather than letting Xie Miaohan experience pain again, it was better to be cruel and leave while he wasn’t yet in too deep.
Gu Huaiye slowly squatted down, covered his face, and sobbed.
A few hours later, Xie Miaohan opened the bedroom door.
Holding lunch, he smiled fawningly at Gu Huaiye. “Brother, you must be starving. Hurry and eat the noodles I cooked for you.”
Facing his attempt to please, Gu Huaiye remained unmoved. “Let me out.”
“If you promise me you won’t leave, I won’t lock you up.”
Gu Huaiye raised his eyes to look at Xie Miaohan. His lips had long lost their color, and his hands hidden behind his back were trembling slightly.
“If I had known I would raise you to be like this, I shouldn’t have taken you with me back then.”
Xie Miaohan’s expression turned ugly. After a long while, he forced the corners of his mouth into a smile. “It’s too late for Brother to regret it now. You can’t shake me off unless you kill me.”
Gu Huaiye closed his eyes and said, “I don’t want to eat right now. Give me back my luggage; there are important things of mine inside.”
Xie Miaohan thought it was the photo in the wallet, and his heart couldn’t stop aching.
“Got it. As long as you don’t leave, I can agree to anything.”
Xie Miaohan quickly brought his luggage over and placed it at his feet.
“And water,” Gu Huaiye said in a flat tone. “Do you want to strip me of thirst?”
Realizing this, Xie Miaohan said sorry, then hurriedly went to the kitchen to fill a whole jug of water for him and placed it on the table.
“Get out. I don’t want to see you.” Gu Huaiye said.
Xie Miaohan’s breathing grew heavy. He clenched his fist, then released it weakly.
“Huaiye, I will wait for you to accept me.”
After speaking, he closed the door and locked it.
Gu Huaiye waited for the footsteps to fade away before falling to his knees in a wretched state. His fingers trembled as he opened the luggage bag.
After taking out the medicine inside, he poured it into his palm. Because he was too anxious, several pills spilled onto the floor.
He swallowed them, then clutched his aching chest.
He had to leave as soon as possible; he couldn’t hold on much longer.
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