Chapter 145: Everything Will Be Okay
Xie Miaohan shook his head vigorously and choked out, “You must be lying to me. As soon as I let go, you will disappear. You always lie to me like this, Brother, you are always abandoning me.”
Brother?
Shock surfaced in Gu Huaiye’s eyes, and his breathing quickened.
Impossible!
How could Xie Miaohan have memories of his time travel?
Gu Huaiye guessed he had heard wrong and quickly probed, “Miaomiao, were you calling me ‘Brother’ just now?”
“Huaiye, I’m sorry, I won’t do it again.” Xie Miaohan answered irrelevantly, “Whether it’s a dream or not, don’t disappear, okay?”
Gu Huaiye sensed his emotions weren’t quite right, so he didn’t question him further.
He probably heard wrong.
“Miaomiao, I promise you, no matter what you do, I won’t leave you.” Gu Huaiye coaxed him patiently. “You are bleeding right now. Let me bandage your wounds first, okay?”
Xie Miaohan still refused to let go, his body trembling uncontrollably.
Gu Huaiye had no choice but to threaten him.
“If you keep this up, I really will get angry.”
As soon as the words fell, Xie Miaohan finally let go.
Gu Huaiye quickly turned around. Seeing the scene before him, he sucked in a breath of cold air.
Xie Miaohan was barefoot. He must have stepped in the blood on the floor; there were bloody footprints from the bathroom to the living room.
Gu Huaiye didn’t dare to look anymore. He pulled Xie Miaohan to sit on the sofa.
Staring at the deep and shallow wounds on both arms, his heart ached terribly.
With tears in his eyes, Gu Huaiye carefully treated Xie Miaohan.
He wasn’t very good at bandaging, and his hands were shaking badly, so he couldn’t get it right.
In his anxiety, the tears gathered in Gu Huaiye’s eyes fell, landing right on Xie Miaohan’s wound.
Afraid of irritating the wound, he quickly blew on it. “I’m sorry, does it hurt?”
Xie Miaohan didn’t speak. After a long while, he whispered, “Did I cause trouble for you again?”
“Not at all. Don’t think nonsense.”
Xie Miaohan fell silent again, lowering his eyes, his thoughts unknown.
Once the wounds were bandaged, Gu Huaiye took Xie Miaohan out and drove him to the hospital.
While the nurse treated Xie Miaohan’s wounds, Gu Huaiye sat on the bench outside, his hands trembling violently.
He thought for a moment and called Father Gu.
Gu Huaiye needed Father Gu’s connections to find the best psychiatrist for Xie Miaohan.
He could see that Xie Miaohan was sick, and it seemed very serious.
Actually, after committing suicide so many times, Xie Miaohan’s mind had long developed issues.
Gu Huaiye didn’t blame Xie Miaohan. He only blamed himself for not noticing these problems after being reborn.
Thankfully, he came back in time.
Gu Huaiye was extremely grateful that he had suddenly made this trip back and saved Xie Miaohan in time.
After all the commotion, it was late into the night.
Gu Huaiye drove the car, glancing out of the corner of his eye at Xie Miaohan, who sat silently in the passenger seat.
He curled his lips and spoke to Xie Miaohan in a relaxed tone.
“Why so silent?” Gu Huaiye smiled. “Did you eat today? Let’s go have some late-night supper later.”
Xie Miaohan pursed his dry, cracked lips, his voice somewhat hoarse.
“I didn’t want to commit suicide.” Xie Miaohan lowered his head, not daring to look at Gu Huaiye. “I’m sorry I made you worry.”
Seeing that his emotions had finally stabilized a bit, Gu Huaiye continued the topic.
“Then why hurt yourself?” Gu Huaiye frowned and added, “The scars on your arm before were made this way too, right?”
“It’s different.” Xie Miaohan shook his head.
Before, he hurt himself because it was too painful.
He wanted to destroy himself, but memories of Gu Huaiye accompanying him through his entire childhood always surfaced in his mind, making him hesitant, even generating a tiny bit of hope.
Self-loathing reached its peak, so he could only hurt himself repeatedly.
But now, he was so happy that it felt unreal.
He shouldn’t have obtained all this.
Xie Miaohan wanted to use pain to sober himself up; only then would he know that this wasn’t fake.
Gu Huaiye’s love was real.
He just hadn’t expected Gu Huaiye to return suddenly. He had heard on the phone that the matter wasn’t completely resolved, so he thought it would be a long time before Gu Huaiye could come back to see him.
He already had scars on his arms; as long as he cut along those scars, he thought Gu Huaiye wouldn’t notice.
Gu Huaiye waited for a long time. Seeing Xie Miaohan unwilling to speak again, he didn’t press further, afraid of agitating him.
“Don’t hurt yourself next time. It hurts. If you really feel bad, call me. I’m always here.”
Xie Miaohan clenched his fists and nodded.
“Okay.”
After eating supper, Gu Huaiye took Xie Miaohan directly to a hotel.
The floor at home was covered in blood. He really didn’t dare go back to face it. He planned to hire someone to clean it up before taking Xie Miaohan back.
As long as it was cleaned up, everything would be okay.
One week later, Gu Huaiye took Xie Miaohan to the office of the psychiatrist arranged by Father Gu.
He was kept outside, waiting for the results from within.
When the session ended, the doctor sent Xie Miaohan away, leaving Gu Huaiye alone in the office.
The doctor’s expression was somewhat serious. Gu Huaiye sat up straight nervously, a bit afraid to hear the news that followed.
“Mr. Xie’s condition is quite serious. He currently cannot distinguish between reality and dreams, attempting to use self-harm to differentiate between the two.”
Gu Huaiye’s eyes instantly reddened, and he choked out, “Then what should we do?”
“Send him to a psychiatric hospital. Let professionals cure him.”
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