Chapter 204
At first, Wen Jiafei only pressed against him cautiously, but then he began to slowly test Shen Shuyu’s bottom line.
His body temperature was high because of the rut, and even his fingers, which were usually cool year-round, had become warm. One of his hands caressed Shen Shuyu’s cheek, while the other tightly embraced his waist, preventing him from leaving his side.
Shen Shuyu was kissed until his head spun and his mind went blank. He tried to recover and took a step back, wanting to separate from Wen Jiafei, but Wen Jiafei seemed to have insight into all his moves and anticipated all his actions.
As soon as Shen Shuyu retreated, he followed with a step forward.
The two stumbled along, and Shen Shuyu could no longer tell directions. Oxygen was also being depleted bit by bit. He patted Wen Jiafei’s back twice, wanting him to let go, but in the next second, he was tripped by the sofa, and the two of them fell directly onto it.
Shen Shuyu gasped for air. He looked at Wen Jiafei, who was pinning him down, and murmured, “You…”
He seemed to have been kissed silly by Wen Jiafei, unable to get a full sentence out.
Wen Jiafei stared at his moist lips and, without thinking, leaned down to kiss him again in this position. Shen Shuyu recovered and quickly turned his face aside, and Wen Jiafei’s kiss landed on his cheek.
Shen Shuyu said, “Wen Jiafei, calm down. Let’s talk first, okay?”
But what answered him was indeed a warm sensation. Wen Jiafei’s kisses landed one by one on the corners of his eyes, his cheek, and the corners of his mouth.
Shen Shuyu raised his hand, wanting to knock him unconscious, but he found himself unable to strike.
Why couldn’t he?
Shen Shuyu found it hard to answer this question himself.
He felt a warm liquid landing on his neck. Looking over, Wen Jiafei’s tears were falling one by one like pearls.
He said, “Sorry.”
But he was going crazy. The moment he saw Shen Shuyu, his thoughts and actions became somewhat out of his control. He had only one demand from inside out.
Possess him.
Mark him.
Let other Alphas know exactly who he belonged to the moment they saw him.
Tears fell haphazardly onto Shen Shuyu. Shen Shuyu let out a sigh, and the hand that had wanted to knock Wen Jiafei unconscious instead gently wiped away the tears on his face.
Wen Jiafei stared blankly at him. He sensed Shen Shuyu’s pheromones.
Shen Shuyu’s pheromones were gently enveloping him, and his constant unease was somewhat soothed.
Seeing his somewhat dazed appearance, Shen Shuyu suddenly chuckled and asked, “You’re quite good at kissing. How many people have you kissed before?”
Wen Jiafei’s dazed expression instantly turned into panic. He said, “None! Just you.”
Deeply afraid that Shen Shuyu would misunderstand him, he looked like he was about to cry again.
Shen Shuyu said, “I didn’t expect you to be like this in your rut. Will you regret this after you’re clear-headed?”
“No.” Wen Jiafei slowly lowered his head, finally hiding it in the crook of his shoulder, and said in a voice only the two of them could hear, “I like you.”
Although he was somewhat prepared, hearing this “I like you” still made Shen Shuyu’s heart skip a beat.
He looked at the white ceiling and said, “Is it because I’m the only Omega here?”
Shen Shuyu felt the arms around his waist tighten further. Wen Jiafei said, “I know who you are, and I know exactly who it is that I like.”
Wen Jiafei greedily took in the pheromones Shen Shuyu released. His pheromones made him feel very at ease and gave him a brief moment of clarity.
Wen Jiafei’s body was scorching. He felt as if there were countless ants crawling inside him, and his sharp gland teeth were also itching. But he was incredibly clear-headed at this moment. He sobbed, “I don’t know why either, and don’t ask me why. I just like you, Shen Shuyu. I know many people like you, and I’m just the most inconspicuous of your pursuers, but I really do like you.”
He found it difficult to express his feelings at this moment.
He asked in almost the most humble and pleading tone, “Even if you don’t like me, can you please not leave me?”
In these twenty years, he had almost never had a single thing that could be described as going smoothly.
When Wen Yue was hospitalized, critical condition notices were sent to him every day. He lived in fear, deeply afraid that the last person in this world willing to love him would leave.
In life, those unavoidable punches and those greedy, naked gazes seemed as if they wanted to swallow him whole.
He had walked alone in the darkness like this for an unknown amount of time, until finally, he encountered that bright moon.
The few moments of warmth he had felt all came from the person he was currently holding tightly.
When did his feelings for Shen Shuyu change?
Perhaps it was in every gaze that fell upon him, or perhaps it was when the boy called out his name loudly.
The uncontrollable love was like a silent drop of rain. The raindrop fell into his heart, and before he realized it, the raindrops had become a silent sea, occasionally raising stormy waves in his heart.
He was unwilling to admit it, yet he couldn’t control this surging love.
Finally, he went mad, wanting to pull Shen Shuyu down with him into the sea in his heart.
“I never said I’d leave you.”
The response was like a small stone tossed casually into his heart. The sea waves rolled the stone to the bottom of the sea to be permanently kept.
Wen Jiafei raised his head, gathering his courage again to meet Shen Shuyu’s eyes.
Only this time did he notice that Shen Shuyu’s eyes were smiling.
Shen Shuyu seemed a bit helpless as he wiped away the tears at the corners of his eyes with his thumb. “You’re usually silent, so why are you so prone to tears after saying just a couple of words now?”
Shen Shuyu moved a bit, seemingly adjusting his posture.
He said, “We can talk things over properly, can’t we? If you don’t say anything, how am I supposed to know what you’re thinking?”
He patted Wen Jiafei’s shoulder. “Get up first.”
Wen Jiafei stared at him for a moment before slowly sitting up.
Shen Shuyu also got up and touched his lips. He didn’t know if it was his imagination, but he felt his lips were a bit swollen from the kissing.
When he turned his head, Wen Jiafei was still staring at him, his eyes still red. He looked quite pitiful.
Shen Shuyu scratched his hair a bit awkwardly. “Sigh, actually, I don’t know what to say either. I’ve never been in a relationship.”
As he spoke, he looked at Wen Jiafei again, thought for a moment, and asked, “Do you want to kiss again?”
Wen Jiafei’s lips moved. “…Yes.”
Shen Shuyu was much more direct this time. He actively leaned over and gave him a kiss.
Shen Shuyu’s kiss was much more inexperienced, not as urgent as Wen Jiafei’s just now. It was light, yet enough to make Wen Jiafei’s head spin.
Shen Shuyu sat back up straight, only to see Wen Jiafei looking a bit dazed.
He asked, “What’s wrong?”
Wen Jiafei only murmured a question, “Am I going to die?”
Was he going to die?
Was this a dream before his death?
Otherwise, how could he have such a lucky dream?
But if he could have this beautiful dream before dying, it seemed he could die without regrets.
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